Why do some people enjoy being dominated?

Met a couple on a swingers site 15 years ago. Wife was a sub to dom hubby , she made quality collars, whips etc….I helped them with debt recovery and she gave me a set of hand made leather wrist / ankle restraints, collar & whip. I remember being embarrassed & thought I might offend them, by saying “I’m not in to that…” I ended up giving them to a sexy ebony tranny if she let me spank her, pull her panties down and give her a light flogging!!

Pic below is one my Master sent me one day with message “One of my slaves (me) playing with my nipples before I cum in his mouth , again!”

A year later the couple visited , we were having an all nighter……hubby said to his sub wife “Get on your knees and suck my cock” ….It turned me on how she obeyed him - I’d never watched sub/dom porn , had never thought about it. Then hubby told her to suck my cock…. If not that night , very soon afterwards , I knew I wanted to explore submissive play with an alpha male

Hello, I have a question about astral projection. I started to get interested in this a little while after my mum passed in april. I thought I may be able to see her and speak with her if I managed to achieve astral projection. Since this interest, every time i sleep on my back I go into sleep paralysis. However, I cant progress into astral projection because it is very scary for me as I feel like I'm suffocating when this happens. I panic and force myself to wake up. This only ever happened about once a year before this. It sometimes lasts a long time. This has happened about 3 times per week since my mum died, as mentioned on a previous post. I no longer try to go into it anymore(due to the suffocating feeling), but it still happens. I read that sleep paralysis is the pathway to astral projection. Why has this started to happen so frequently since simply taking an interest in it? Is this connected to the afterlife? I am concerned about it as I now cannot seem to stop this happening. Could it be my mum trying to communicate? Im asking due to more knowledge around this in this group.

I applied to serve a gay Master I chatted with online , and after my first session being used , I knew being dominated was something that REALLY turned me on , and after the 2nd session , I knew I wanted to be owned…. I realised this when I did things for the dom that weren’t my kinks , ie licking his feet & sucking his toes…..does nothing for me and wouldn’t do it unless ordered to - but I’d get rock hard doing bit because it pleased my Master soooooo much!! I found it an interesting paradigm , where not being touched at all , and spending the entire time doing to him exactly what he wanted , while being in various states of blindfolded, gagged, in a hood , always wearing my collar , restrained , spanked & whipped and pics videos taken of me being dominated , turned me on immensely , and I’d be hard many times for weeks afterwards , just recalling how I was used , and how proud I was to get compliments and praise for my service…..